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<- This is the last time... -> Now Playing: The Movielife-Jamestown Things are going incredibly...well...different. I haven't felt so goddamn lost in my entire life. I'm jobless, loveless and almost friendless. I've succeeded in pushing almost everyone away. I'm such a mess anymore, and I don't know how to fix everything. I'll be sad for one part of the day, so miserable I think about leaving and starting over somewhere else. But then all of the sudden I'll completely turn around and be happy. I always knew I had clinical depression, but I'm wondering if this is deeper. I know a few manic-depressive people and when they haven't taken their meds, this is what they act like. How I'm acting. I'm taking a hiatus from diaryland for a while. Not like anyone reads this anyway. /end
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